"how to have force of success? how to exploit my inside forces?"
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Simply start acting. Action is what makes things change. You action might look insignificant in the beginning, it soon makes a difference. You inside forces are stabilized by a powerful and strong emotional foundation. On the long term, you clear your mind from doubts, fears, etc.
Let me know in a week how it goes if you feel like. Start acting.
Enjoy!